I saw a rainbow today!

I walk all alone all the way,
Searching for love all over.


I close my eyes, to let you touch me,
I walk away from you, wanting you to come into my world,
I speak no words, because I want you to feel my soul,
I sing no melodies, feel the rhythm of my heart. 


Its only a dream...
To be with you.
But I believe in my dream,
And I know it will come true,
Cause I saw a rainbow today!


Cheers,
Tressy

My Christmas holidays- 2010

I was very much disappointed that it was not possible for me to go home for christmas. Added to that there was noone here for Christmas merriment and joy. I really felt so sad when I saw the facebook updates of my friends with celebrations and merriment. And this was the worstChristmas ever for me!
I knew before itself that it would be like this. So I planned a trip to Anthargange near Kolar. It is actually about 60 kms from Bangalore.


I started at 5.30 from my place(Morning mist everywhere!!!!) ;reached majestic Bus Station by 6.15. Actually I had no idea about the buses that go to Kolar. I roamed around a little searching for buses to Kolar. Out of my experience, with people in Bangalore so far, most of them dont know the places even which are very near by.
A friend of mine who joined me for the trip was waiting in the KSRTC bus station and we got a bus by 6.45. It was so chilling outside! A friend of my friend joined later and we reached Kolar by 8.15 or so.Had breakfast from there; it was pathetic! Then we took an auto to Anthargangeand he charged Rs.45 for that. There were no shops there. You can see a flight of steps that leads to a temple. And near to the temple there is a pond where the water is so dirty! :( . So many monkeys were playing around.
Behind the temple, there is another short flight of steps on rocks from where we started our "adventure" :-P. There was a very clear path that leads to the top. Midway we found a honeycomb; took some pictures out there. Within 40 minutes we reached the top. And I was a little disappointed that the journey wasnt adventurous! We could see many other rocky hills from there. So we decided to climb down and head to another peak.
No one was there ; only three crazy souls!

In sometime we reached a village and asked where we can find the "under-water". One lady told something and we headed in that direction. We were pretty sure that we are not gonna find the "under-water"thing. We started climbing another hill. It was so steepy and full of cactus and bushes.My arms got scratched several times.We struggled a lot to reach the top. Yeah, the best part is, we got lost somewhere there.And it was impossible to climb down!!!

The view of the other rocky-hills from there was awesome!We took some pictures. Actually we thought of reaching a particular mark; but we were in a dead-end! After searching for a long time for a way down ; we saw a man sitting on the other side. He showed as a route downwards.And also showed us a spot called "Anthargange". Still we dont believe him. It was around 1.30 and we almost find the way down. In sometime we reached near the first hill we climbed! And from there it was fine.I took a lot of pics in my friends mobile and yet to see them :( .By 2.30 we were back and boarded the bus from Kolar. I was feeling so sleeping that I slept in the bus!
By the time opened my eyes, I have already reached Bangalore.

It was actually the most adventurous trekking trip I ever had in my life.

PS: No proof reading done for this post.

She is red.

I am up over the rainbows,
Along with the clouds,
Moving swiftly somewhere with the wind,
As though my wings have grown out,
And fluttering up to the heavens.



I feel the fragrance of your soul,
And sweetness of love,
For the very last time.


Then she faded into the clouds
Taking all my dreams and my love and my life.
Yesterdays never come back,
And so is your love.
All gone, gone forever.
My wings are clipped now,
And falling down to the earth,
I wish I could go back to my lovely old garden
Where the grass is light and roses are red,
Waiting for my love!


But I know I cant.


Solitude and sorrow melts down into my heart
Solitude and sorrow...

Forever my companions!

After a break..

As part of fulfilling my desire to stay in all the south indian metros (even for a while), I am in Bengaluru (Bangalore) now. I was not equipped with enough time and space to write a chennai-farewell post.There wasnt anything or anyone that tie me up there. But yeah, I really miss chennai,its people and my people.
When I went to chennai first, all I had was a bundle of complaints and dissappointments. But later friends, places lend comfort, colors and beauty to life. And I really enjoyed everything ,I wanted, there. Life was independent and lively. My favourite hangout spot,Besant Nagar Beach, and the beautiful evenings that I alone and we together spent...
The shopping malls... The uncounted card swipes on weekends! I have no idea that how much money I contributed to their profit and to MTC.
But when I left all I had with me from there was a suitcase full of clothes & accessories and a bunch of colorful as well dull memories. And  a lot of friends who care about and whom I care! That was more than enough! :)
Now being at Blore, literally alone(even more--ISOLATED :D), Im having another kind of experience and learning in life.Life is not that bad.It shouldnt be! :) About Bangalore: Climate is good, Transportation is horrible,Malls are plenty. People are fine( They dress really really good & are stylish).I think it has more people from outside than localites.
And except for climate I like to be in chennai than in Blore.


As of now, life is just below average. I need some additions in my life. Dont mind if its sour or sweet.

Cheers,
Tressy.