Don't you feel so inferior and pity yourself when you realize that you have gone wrong? Isn't it terrible? May be more than that. I totally dislike myself being non-productive, inferior and lesser in life. Now, its such a situation for me. Everything goes wrong around you and it really sucks when you realize that it was just you that made it all go wrong!
They say that it happens to everyone. But does that really do any help/good to me?
These hard times are tough enough. I don't see it as a challenge or a hurdle. I am just indifferent to it. Doing nothing and feeling so bad that I am not doing anything on it. Well, I cannot do anything.
I hate this, literally!
I don't want to console myself saying "this will also pass" or "its all part of life" . Rather I accept the fact as such and pull myself into the pit and crawl in there for sometime. That's how I comfort myself.
Not in a mood to cheer,
Tressy
Tressy
