dont kill me...

"I both love and do not love; and am mad and not mad".

അതെ, ഞാന്‍ ഒരു കാര്യം പറയട്ടെ? ഒന്നല്ല , കുറച്ചു ഉണ്ട് …ഇതൊന്നും ആരോടും പറയാന്‍ നില്‍ക്കേണ്ട കേട്ടോ :)

1. What comes to your mind first when you think of a month? You know what I see? 12 months arranged in one column It’s a little inclined, about 30 degree .(starting from January, the days arranged, like in a calendar). No colors. I feel like I am standing near May. its all bright over there. I can see June and July from here. January is somewhere up. And there is some mist over February. March & April , there is nothing much. And August onwards, it’s vague. I cannot even see October and November. Deep down @ December, its all dark.

2. Have you ever felt like this??? “ it’s the second time I am encountering the same ‘situation’; exactly the same” . many times to me.

3. Actually I wanted to tell you about my yesterday’s dream. It was there in my mind when I wake up. But I don’t remember now, as usual.

4. What do you see when you close your eyes? Is it dark? I “see” some bubbles and fluttering too.

5. Where does the tongue rest? It isn’t floating, right?ie, when we dont use our tongue, it sticks to the upper part of the mouth. ( എന്താ അതിനിപ്പോള്‍ പറയ്യാ?)

6. Sometimes i forget my name, and about myself. but not for a long time!



to the person who inspired my life and my thoughts with her smile and those beautiful words: ( എനിക്ക് ഇപ്പോള്‍ അല്‍പ്പം വട്ടുണ്ടെന്ന് തോനുന്നു. )

20 comments:

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

Today too busy to read and understand. :)

Very hungry too..

Nale comment cheyyam..

:) :)

VIPIN said...

1.I never felt anything about months..but days...monday to friday forming a bridge or a road and saturday and sunday forming a dip in the road and during school days it was difficult to get to the road from the dip after the two holidays..I am not sure i have expressed it exactly..but i cant do it more than this

2.I have felt it many times..to be honest..very surprised to see u feel this bcos i thought i was only the person who felt dis

3.I do remember my dreams exactly

4.I see some colur shades..orange etc.If am with a head ache i will see my old shirt's design...I think i was wearing it when I had a head ache for the first time i remember

5.I never felt anything abt tongue
I have one more feeling..sometimes I forget all and complete emptiness and i will forget my Identity..its very horrible..
To be very frank...its an excellent post...its a very sincere comment..serves the purpose of blogging.
this sort of stuff..you cant find any where in newspapers,books etc.

especially the second one...just unbelievable

Swift! said...

that feeling of "having experienced it before" is known as deja vu. everyone has it, but we feel that only we experience so :)

Tressy said...

@ sands
k:)

@vipin

2. many people feel like that.

hmm..thanz

@swift
thanz for the info.

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

1. Nothing specific for months. I might think about the special days in that month (eg. Birthdays!... or some events .. etc.)

2. It's a phenomenon of human mind. It's quite natural to have that. [link] -- read deja-vu.

3. Most of our dreams cannot be recollected. It happens to be in some volatile memory. You have it in your memory in the morning.. and gone within a few hours. But if you explain your dream to someone, when you still remember it... then it will move to your less-volatile memory. (And even if someone says that he/she remembers all the dreams vividly -- it's just a right out lie. Just that, that person doesn't even realise about the gazillion dreams which had been forgotten.)

4. You might want to read about Floaters (just the tip of iceberg). There are so many other stuff. Some of it might have something to do with the small bubbles in the liquid inside the eye-lens. And some of it might have to do with the optic nerve. (I am not a great expert anyway!)

5. Isn't it because you have a bit prejudiced that lying down is taking rest. Should it be always so? [when given no strength, our fingers tend to stay a little curved than straight - which *might* be a little counter-intuitive] (anyway ... good observation! :) -- never thought about this )

6. You are in trouble. Go to a psychiatrist ;) [this is the only one I haven't experienced nor can I comprehend] :(

Sandeep.

The Dutchess said...

1 Months...to buisy thinking about today...
2 Deja Vu..many many times i was here before..
3Dreams...always remember them and some of theme come true..
4Yes,colors,circles,little spiders,thats oke...
5 I am glad its not moving it could run away with words i dont want to speak.
6To forget about yourself sometimes can mean freedom of the mind..

VIPIN said...

@ swift
thanx for the info abt de ja vu

Tressy said...

@Sands
3.ohoo...k...
5. no i didnt...
thanz.
6.thnaz for the concern & advice:)

but many people have the same prob.
n i will tell u something later. the experiments are not over!!!

@dutchess
5. good...
6.but its only a very little time and the mind is 'stateless'

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

oh!!
still more to come?????????????!!!!
God save us!!

Sapna Anu B.George said...

Good question.........perfect line of thought!!!!nice to meet you here too.

Tressy said...

thanz.
do i noe u?

Tressy said...

@ sands

why? is it that much boring/stupid?
anyway, try this...k. my friend's discovery.i've tried this but didnt work for me.

DO THIS AT YOUR OWN RISK
------------------------------------
look into ur eyes..the image in your eyes..the image inside those..inside those again.
duration: ATMOST 5 mins.
-----------------------------------
LEMME NOE ...K:)

Swift! said...

@sandeep

god, listen to his prayer plsss!

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

LOL!!
did it for 2.47 minutes

@Swift ... thanks man! (for the recommendation)

Tressy said...

@ swift & sands
ippo angane aayo...
@ sands
n what did u feel????
nothing?

Sands | കരിങ്കല്ല് said...

Well how could I go more than one level of recursion?

Tressy said...

-------------------------------------
u cant...
but u forget urself in the process of tryin to do that
-------------------------------------
do u feel anything like that?

Unknown said...

the first part i have never felt so, only just as it should be....
the next point is quite true for me, it happens at times, not so common though....
i don't dream much...usually i go black out while sleep!!!
the rest are trivial!!...ecept for the last....when do you forget your name??...

Tressy said...

@jaijo
hmmm, thanz for visiting:)
see the 10th point of the post'those pages....'

Unknown said...

strnge, mysterious sometimes i do think wildly.